Perfection or Excellence?
Do you think that what you do is never good enough? Do you chronically procrastinate, constantly waiting on more information to make your document perfect, hunt websites endlessly to find the best hotel, or end up ordering pizza because you can’t decide which restaurant to go to?
Perfectionism is something I see a lot as a therapist. While high standards and operating at your best are worthwhile goals, perfectionism can be a major impediment to living your life as you would prefer.
If the answer to the initial questions is “yes,” then not only do you tend towards perfectionism, but you’re at increased risk of stress and anxiety, and less likely to feel content and happy. You home life, social life, even work life all become a grueling feat as you struggle to make everything you do “perfect.” That’s also the case for those around you, who have to decide to allow themselves to get pulled into the vortex, or to stand well clear.
The constant message from society is that one must endlessly strive for perfection, that we can always be better, our clothes whiter, our pasta perfect. Absent are messages that remind us to relax, that working towards being satisfied with what we have is a worthwhile goal. (Who finds that statement hard to accept?)
In fact, those constantly striving for perfection are at greater risk of stress and anxiety – things that lead back into perfectionism. The result can be a spiral where the harder you work at something, the worse you seem to be at achieving it.
Some signs you may be a perfectionist:
- You can’t stop thinking about a mistake you’ve made
- You’re very competitive and hate to lose
- You like to do things perfectly or not at all
- You won’t ask for help – that’s weak
- You find fault in others and make a point to correct them
- You think untidy people are lazy
- You’re very self-conscious about making mistakes in front of others
In case you’re thinking that actually this sounds like it might not be a bad thing, let me offer some perspective. There’s a big difference between a high-achiever and a perfectionist. A high-achiever will have high standards that they stick to as well as they can, and make an effort to perform optimally – both things that require self awareness and self-compassion. A high-achiever knows they can’t be perfect every time, and that those times they fall short are times to learn. A high-achiever strives for excellence. A perfectionist is full of self doubt, fearing disapproval, afraid to take a chance, alternately driven to excess or frozen in the face of a task. They see mistakes as failures. And failures prove the self doubt was right.
Dr. Miriam Adderholdt notes in her 1992 book Perfectionism: What’s Bad About Being Too Good?:
There’s a difference between excellence and perfection. Excellence involves enjoying what you’re doing, feeling good about what you’ve learned, and developing confidence. Perfection involves feeling bad about a 98 and always finding mistakes, no matter how well you’re doing.
The good news is that if you’re a perfectionist, you already have the ability to strive. The thing to change is your perception of who you are and what you want – focusing on the you that you prefer to be, and striving courageously for that. It’s one of those things that seems impossible to even understand, let alone achieve: until the day you get it and it all falls into place, and you realise that excellence is personal, and is impervious to external judgement
Here are some tips to help you get started:
- Accept that you are human, with a limited set of skills and abilities, and are therefore unable to achieve perfection. It is, in fact, impossible.
- List the positives and negatives of perfectionism – the costs and the benefits. Which side do you prefer? Now delete those things on the perfectionist side that can remain if you simply strive for excellence. What does the equation look like now?
- Bring awareness to your thinking around tasks. Are you actually working to make yourself happy, or to protect yourself from doubt or criticism? Note the negative basis of your self-talk (no doubt containing a “should” somewhere) and instead cultivate thinking on what you prefer to do or to be in a given situation.
- Be realistic. ‘nuf said.
- Practice taking risks in situations where you are likely to fall short. Know you will, and use that to practice sitting with that feeling, and taking any criticism as relevant only in that it helps you to learn.
Becoming the person you prefer to be is hard work. It takes courage, honesty, and requires that you trust yourself to know how you want to live. It’s also the common work of psychotherapy, as you learn to identify things you want to change, and get the objective and skilled assistance to achieve it.
Chris Mehl
Menstuff
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